fears
they are something my love and i talk about often. we have for a long time. it was even in my vows to him on our wedding day. we’ve tried to help each other see where fear handicaps + paralyzes us + keeps us from being. that doesn’t mean that i’ve gotten very good at getting rid of that fear…but i’ve gotten better at recognizing when it pops up….and that has to be the road that leads to getting rid of it. i like that my love is quite a bit ahead of me on the road….it’s kind of like he’s beating down the weeds, clearing the path…and that helps me want to keep going.
the fear of failing. the fear of others thoughts. the fear of judgement. the fear of getting hurt. the fear of learning the hard way. the fear of looking lazy. the fear of wasting time. the fear of looking too ambitious. the fear of losing love. the fear of changing. the fear of hurting others. the fear of death. the fear of ignorance. the fear of wasting money. the fear of embarrassment. the fear of being humbled. the fear of…
the thing i am learning about fear is that 9 times out of 10…it lies to you.
2 years ago